Pat Houston spoke out for the first time since the Brown and Houston families lost their beloved Bobbi Kristina on July 26, 2015. She did an interview with Entertainment Tonight which will aired this evening.

It’s been an extremely painful time for all of them but at wanted to speak out on behalf of the families regarding what plans they were making to get Bobbi Kris’ some help just days before her death, her feelings about Nick gordon, as well as her thoughts on Bobby Brown sharing his pains and struggles about himself and possibly his daughter and Whitney in his upcoming memoir.

Here’s what ETOnline reported:

“When we really found out that Krissy was in trouble, we were really making plans to do something about it,” reveals Pat, who says she also wanted to send Bobbi Kristina to a rehab facility in Georgia, “but it came too late.”

In a lawsuit obtained by ET, Brown’s conservator, Bedelia C. Hargrove, alleges that Nick Gordon injected Bobbi Kristina with a “toxic mixture” before she was found face down in the bathtub.

In a statement to ET, Nick Gordon’s lawyers slammed the lawsuit filed against their client, claiming it is both “slanderous and meritless.”

“Nick has been heartbroken and destroyed over the loss of his love and it’s shameful that such baseless allegations have been presented publicly,” the statement reads. “Nick has engaged civil counsel and intends to defend the lawsuit vigorously and expose it for what it is: a fictitious assault against the person who loved Krissy most.”

Pat always had her doubts and even filed a restraining order against Nick last year.

However, she admits that the restraining order didn’t have the intended effect, because Bobbi Kristina “didn’t understand it.”

“Where the world saw that she was angry and mad at me, she was texting me all along,” Pat says. “I really tried to show her [that] I’m going to do this to let you know that you don’t have to be afraid of anything. I got you.'”

“External attraction can really cause problems,” she adds, referring to the romantic relationship between Bobbi Kristina and Nick.

Pat also spoke about the time she and the rest of the family visited the hotel room where the beloved Whitney Houston passed away. Here’s what she said to ET:

“When we went into the room it was just so peaceful and calm and the room was lit — it was like it was candle lit. It was just very, very calming,” Pat says. “I went into the bathroom and I placed the flowers at the tub and I just sat there and just was thinking, ‘What happened? How did we get here?'”

Pat on what she would say to Bobbi Kristina if she were still here:

“You have to love yourself,” Pat says. “You have to call on people and not allow someone to divide you and then conquer you.”

Pat discusses her thoughts on Bobby Brown’s upcoming memoir:

“I don’t really judge when it comes to that, you know? It could be something that could be very healing for him,” Pat says. “You really never know what a person is going through so if he feels that he wants to write, he’ll do it. But the only thing is you have to be very truthful. If it’s good or bad, you have to own it.”